Ok, now I am leaning towards The Zone, just because of the ability to build muscle mass quickly. It's SO hard when you are in competition with yourself. At my last pageants, I placed and won Best Swimsuit. I have to do that again!

I know, it's sick.

S is on The Zone and she raves about it. I'm going to see if I can find a forum and learn more. I like some of the recipes I've found for it. For example, the Chicken Caesar Pita with a salad sounds divine! It'll be great if me and S can keep each other on track :)

Ok. So the rest of my life. Things are going good now that we are back in Maryland. The kids are adjusting very well to being back here. They are still on their schedule and it is great. I find that if I run Princess into the ground after nap time, she is typically ready to go after dinner....bath and bed time. Mister Man has done very good considering he just had a tooth break through. Still an angel. I thought it would take a while to get him adjusted to being in something other than his crib, but he seems to love his bassinet/playpen. I corrected my mistake the first night-- he is so used to having music playing as he falls asleep with his Teddy Bear. I put Princess' teddy bear in there along with my shirt and turned on the night light on the bassinet. It also plays 40 different songs, including nature sounds and vibrates. I see now that it something he enjoys!

I still miss DH. Terribly. It is so hard when you worry about them 24/7. I don't even know where he is right now, which makes it worse. One of his so called friends came over the other day. I told him had it not been for our children I would have cussed him out and called him everything but a child of God and told him to get out of my house. Bastard.

I did get a chance to talk to him online though. That did me a world of good. I have to take MM to the doctor's tomorrow-- normal check up and shots and stuff. I still haven't heard back from Hopkins, so maybe I will try again this afternoon. I see the plastic surgeon on Friday, thank God. My back has been MURDER. Hopefully he will be able to do this surgery soon.

I'm starting to get some of my mail. Got my bills (of course). As soon as this Brylane Home crap is done I can start getting to work on it and the rest of the stuff. I can't wait for my supplies to get here. Kinda bored and the computer is getting old *gasp*. LOL not really, but just miss my candles and soap making ;)